she totaly thinks im mia!! she was already suspicious and now she watches me eat so i have to keep eating!
i wanted to fast!!! arrr i am so pissed off now!!! what is wrong with her!
i hate this so much!! i cant be happy without purging! i need to!
grrr i just ate and i dont even want to think about how many cals i had!! (of course i cant help thought...)
im so sick of this!
will morphine help me lose weight??
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